Monday, April 1, 2013

iceage

Found this image on the echoplex facebook page.
P.S. The singer Elias was really good looking and I wanted to tell him happy birthday before we left but was thinking too much. I wonder if I'll ever see them perform live again.

drems

After me and H broke up I had a dream that he was Haku from spirited away and I was chahiro. This is one of my favorite movies. I don't take credit for this photo. it's probably from google.

lone marimo

Marimo are these sort of green algae balls that live underwater and supposedly people in Japan keep them as pets.(Don't take my word for a ll this, you should probably research more if interested) I feel like a lone marimo. Me and H broke up and remain friends. It's odd sometimes when I think about it, but thats cause it is a bit of a wound that is healing and to reflect on it sometimes brings sadness but I've been writing in my journal these days to ease whatever pain remains. I am a lone marimo lost until I find my home.

Monday, September 24, 2012

birth tears

kombucha for the belly
im sick and cry easily
maybe its the birth control
maybe its just me
over sensitivity
its a bit of a drag
to feel and have
tear after tear
and puffy eyes after
swollen with sadness
my dreams dont help either
my cheeks show im
embaressed
lips hardly move
especially when there
is nothing but silence
i dont mean to bother you i had nothing to do
after exchanging
feelings
i feel better
words that dry up
some of the remaining
moisture.
i lo-
almost

nestinginnostalgia

sobersaturday